‘Sister Wives’ Kody Brown regrets ‘not being able to’ do THIS after son Garrison’s death

Kody Brown is mourning the loss of his son Garrison’s death and not getting a chance “to make things right” before his passing.

On the latest episode of Sister Wives, which aired on Sunday, May 4, the 56-year-old TV personality, who shared his son with ex-wife Janelle Brown, opened up about their complex family dynamic after more than a year of his son’s demise.

Conversing with his only remaining wife, Robyn Brown, in plural marriage, Kody said, “It wasn’t supposed to be this way. It’s heartbreaking. Robyn, I didn’t get a chance to really just make things right—just not being able to say goodbye.”

“I just don’t know what to do with his death. I’ve got to do something different because I could have had more time with him. I thought there would be more time,” he noted.

Notably, Kody, who has 18 children with Robyn and his three ex-wives, Janelle, Meri Brown, and Christine Brown, was not on good terms with “90 to 95 percent of his children,” as per Janelle.

It was no different for Garrison and his 23-year-old brother and their relationship with their father got worse during the COVID-19 pandemic due to strict rules Kody and his wife Robyn imposed.

Now navigating grief after Garrison’s tragic and sudden death, the Brown family patriarch admitted that his perspective on his past behaviour has changed.

Kody stated, “All the frustration I had over stuff with COVID and everything like that, all of a sudden, that’s just like, that’s so unimportant. I’m just sad. How do I do the rest of my life with every holiday and every birthday?”

“So many people have told me, ‘Don’t get caught in that what-if train.’ I’m going to because that’s part of the process for me,” he mentioned. “What if I had called him? What if I had been in touch more? What if we’d have gone and done more?”

“It still makes me sad. It still makes me wonder if something could have been done. It’s the what-ifs. The what could have been,” Kody said.

It is pertinent to mention that Garrison ended his life by committing suicide at the age of 25 on March 5, 2024.